The Continuation of My Promise to Myself

Well, I have done it again. I have nothing fictional to post here once more, however, in all effort to maintain posting regularly, here I sit, keyboard staring back up at me with the expectant look of a lost puppy.

I suppose I should say that things have improved at work over the last week. Most of what happened was perceived, and not actual, so, I came to that realization, and felt better. I had some validation of my peformance from my boss, which helped. And, finally, I had some validation from a client, which was the best validation of all, as it was completely unsolicited, unexpected, and was a true reflection on how I performed my job. Then, I saw my therapist, and found some new tools to deal with the feelings of last week, should they crop up again (and, likely, they will, this is, afterall, life). So, it was a productive end of the week, turning things around for me.

This week promises to be good, as there is plenty of billable time to be had. I just need to figure out how they want their billing done, as I have had it working fine for weeks, several times now, and, at the tnd of a stage, I get some BS about the way I'm doing it, and make alterations. I think I may have it down the way they want this time, but, I'll never actually know. I just keep billing away, keep track of it all, and make sure we get it in to get paid, and my commission should take care of itself.

Anyway, I hope to have something useful to post soon.

K